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Saturday, January 30, 20106:00 PM

Heyy, I'm back... but not back with a happy mood instead, a sad one. Since there isn't anyone for me to talk to, I shall post it.
Just now, I went to the playground & the swing is demolished. ]: & just now, I went to look at mel's profile (not stalking but long time never go & see) So yeah.. & her profile is filled with 1 truth 1 truth & more 1 truth. What about 6 grace? Erased from her memory? That applies to the rest. I know, it isn't wrong talking about their new class but... It just seem as though they had totally forgotten about 6 grace. Will the 11 of us start spending lesser time with each other?? Will we? Will we soon become strangers? Will we not even greet each other & just walk pass like as though we never once knew each other? These questions kept coming into my mind. Will Gracelyn like Whitley more than SN? Will Clarise & Ellie forget about SN? Will daph, sara, mel, jas, mae, vess & claudia find a better 'clique' to be in? & forgot about the usual 11 of us? Will they?? They might think I'm thinking too much. They might think I am trying to be clingy, they might think I don't have friends in class. The answer is, yes, I may be thinking too much.. but I can't resist it. 2ndly, I'm not trying to be clingy, I just hope that we wouldn't fall apart. Lastly, I already made friends with the class.
Is this going to go on? They were as sad as I were when we knew we are in different classes, we miss each other as much as each other do, but now, it is like NOTHING to them. They don't find this an issue. Are we going to just fall apart & treat it as though nothing happened?? We promised to stay good friends forever, didn't we? Now we are slowly drifting apart...

Michal S.

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